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planning to not continue in writing blog

2011-08-15T01:55:00.000+08:00

i wrote a lot

but not many of them were interesting. not even near it

so i have to find a new hobby i think

i just guess nobody cares :)

these are series that i am watching currently

2011-08-03T08:21:00.001+08:00

these are all series i have in my external
some of it i took it from friends and some of it i downloaded from kick ass torrent

1) Leverage (season 1-3)
i enjoy the storyline of this series. although you can actually predict what will happen and they always win at the end, how they are doing it is fascinating and hilarious
(my rate 9/10)

2)Mentalist (season 1-3)
at first i watched this series because i love Simon baker's acting. however you will find that most of the actors in this series are fun to watch. love the humour and you will keep on guessing what will happen next until the mysteries are solved
(my rate 9/10)

3) How I Met Your Mother (season 1-6)
this is the only comedy-based series that i followed recently. totally worth my time watching all those 6 seasons and its funny. that's why it is one of the top series in the world currently
(9.5/10)

4) House (season 1-5)
the best thing about House is his sarcasm and his dialogue. i love the script in this series very much. however, if you realised it, there are many good values that we can get from watching House. however the only problems i am facing watching this movie, is that it is too slow and the correlation between episodes one to an another is not strong so guessing will be less unless of course only during finale. that's why it took me quite some times to even finish watching season 1. skip one or two episodes and still can clearly understand the storyline. i love the season 1 finale.
(7.5/10)

these are some of the list that i haven't watched

(vampire diaries - i only manage to watch half of the first episode, maybe it doesn't suit me that well)
(gossip girl - i am not watching this because i still cannot find the first season of this series)
(Adnan Sempit - the only Malay series i have, but i only can tahan until at the end of first episode only. watch this with a very low expectation so that you can enjoy this)

these are some of great series that i heard and looking forward to download
Fringe
Justified
Big C
The Guardian

do you have any recommendation on any series?

2011-08-02T02:54:00.000+08:00

i am 'sick'

i need some meditation

to cure this disease

but only i know the symptoms

God help me.

ramadhan

2011-07-31T18:25:00.000+08:00

selamat menyambut ramadhan kepada semua masyarakat Islam di seluruh pelusuk dunia
terutama kepada keluarga, sahabat-sahabat, kawan-kawan dan semua kenalan

rebutlah peluang keemasan ini. mungkin ini merupakan Ramadhan terakhir kita
tidak siapa yang tahu
selamat beramal.
memerlukan kawan-kawan untuk bersama tadarus.
contact saya k :)

hantu setan dah kena ikat, jangan kita pulak jadik hantu setan time ramadhan ni k. :P

kenapa aku suka botak??

2011-07-28T03:22:00.001+08:00

salah satu sebab mungkin perasan
bila botak macam dia kot?? :P

enjoy one of my favourites :)

their ever green songs :)

(how to save a life -(grey's anatomy)

(over my head)

this is one of their best cover song

(Heartless)

(Never Say Never)

(Undertow featuring timbaland)

Diam lar

2011-07-26T12:32:00.001+08:00

entry kali ni dibuat selepas membaca komen di atas
mula rasa agak kelakar
sangat hati kering si tukang komen tersebut

kita mula entry ini dengan sumber Al-Quran dan Hadith

Wahai orang beriman, taatlah kamu kepada Allah dan Rasul dan kepada Ulil Amri (pemerintah) daripada kalangan kamu” - (An Nisa: 59).

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, “Wajib ke atas setiap Muslim patuh dan taat kepada pemerintah, sama ada ia suka atau tidak kepada pemerintah itu.” (Riwayat Bukhari).

“Kamu akan diperintah oleh pemerintah selepas aku; yang baik akan memerintah kamu dengan kebaikannya dan yang tidak baik akan memerintah kamu dengan keburukan. Maka hendaklah kamu dengar dan taat kepada mereka pada setiap perintah yang sesuai dengan kebenaran.

“Sekiranya mereka melakukan kebaikan maka kebaikan itu bagi kamu tetapi sekiranya mereka melakukan kejahatan maka kamu akan beroleh kebaikan, mereka akan menerima akibat daripada kejahatan yang mereka lakukan.” Beberapa periwayat menyebut hadis ini termasuk Al-Mawardi.

ok, jelas dah di atas dan saya rasa semua dah tahu bahawa kita mestilah taat kepada pemimpin
tapi apa yang saya nampak di dunia zaman moden ini
di laman-laman internet yang serba moden ini
kita sering terlupa akan tuntutan yang ditinggalkan.

perkara-perkara seperti gambar di atas melibatkan adab
yang di atas mungkin boleh kita pandang sebelah mata sebab
bukan islam
tapi masyarakat islam sendiri kutuk mengutuk pemimpin yang sedia ada di dalam negara kita
contoh yang sangat tidak baik kepada bangsa dan agama lain.

ada caranya untuk mengkritik
dan ada caranya untuk menunjukkan ketidakpuasan hati masing
memang sebagai pemimpin susah untuk
memuaskan hati semua pihak
namun cara kritik itu kena betul
cukuplah dengan perkataan seperti najis, al juburi, dan lain-lain

orang di sekitar akan menilai
dan sekiranya itu imej yang kita mahu tunjukkan
iaitu tidak beradab, sila teruskan
xmalu ke orang negara luar pandang masyarakat malaysia tidak beradab?

hentikanlah memaki hamun, kata-kata kesat,
kata-kata menghina, kutuk-mengutuk
biar orang pandang kita beradab
pihak lain yang buat, biarkan mereka
takkan kalau mereka memfitnah
kita pun hendak join saham dosa
dengan memfitnah jugakan
sama keadaan di sini.
kita jangan ikut mereka yang suka buat perkara macam ni
(tegur kalau boleh, tapi kalau x boleh, kita elak kemungkaran dengan hati)

daripada : bodoh, asal kau naikkan harga minyak
kritik lah dengan cara lebih beradab : Dato' Seri, saya kurang setuju dengan .........

saya bersangka baik, mungkin mereka yang terlibat terlepas pandang
ataupun normallah sebagai insan mungkin terlupa perkara ini
saya pun kadang-kadang terlupa

kata-kata untuk ingatan: semua perkara yang kita lakukan mencerminkan peribadi diri kita

this feeling

2011-07-23T06:07:00.000+08:00

do you know this feeling
when everything
is out of track
and you are facing
many obstacles
before you can go
back on track

do you know the feeling of
you are trying to be
very positive with your surrounding
sadly, many manage to
influenced you
that slowly take all those positiveness
in you and then left you alone
hanging.... alone...

do you realise how bad it is
when you are incapable of
solving your problems
days by days you keep thinking
you listed down all those solutions
but all of them are out of your reach
keep trying then failed
tried again..yet failed again
keep failing after trying
slowly absorbs your self motivation
out of you

do you know that every time
i am feeling this
i am hoping that some would
really understand
searching in the list
but everybody is different
nobody can fully understand
even i cannot understand other people completely
because nobody is that fit to each other
so its fair
but it ain't comforting

you keep on believing that
every problems got its own solution
there is always a silver lining after heavy storm
always a light at the end of tunnel
but to get that solution
isn't that easy
cry and pain are part of it

no pictures to be used
no pictures can described this feeling
nor words
what may you understand
is not even half of it

Mohd Ashraf Hafiz Abdul Aziz

2011-07-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

kes permohonan penukaran jantina

kadang-kadang niat kita ikhlas
mahu membendung perkara-perkara macam ni dalam masyarakat
amar maa'ruf nahi munkar
tapi cara kita kadang-kadang tidak kena pada tempat
dan salah.

mungkin kita tak sedar, atau terlalu ikut emosi
tapi mencemuh, menghina, memaki dan sebagainya
tidak dapat menjernihkan keadaan
lagi-lagi apabila ibu bapa Mohd Ashraf Hafiz Abdul Aziz
disalahkan dan menjadi 'black sheep' dalam hal ini

saya dapat lihat dalam facebook dan blog
cukuplah.
tak guna mengaibkan orang
bukan saya sokong Mohd Ashraf Hafiz Abdul Aziz
namun kita perlu melakukan dengan cara yang betul

kadang-kadang kita lupa
bukan ibu bapa sahaja patut disalahkan
tapi masyarakat, jiran, kerajaan, pendidik dan kawan-kawan
tapi macam kebiasaan
siapa yang nampak aib dimuka sendiri
lebih mudah dilihat pada orang lain

Abbad in supporting of no public humiliation campaign (except for political purposes because thats the way of democracy works :P )

positif

2011-07-19T18:53:00.001+08:00

serabut

kadang-kadang kita selalu fikir masalah

sebab banyak sangat masalah

sampai kita lupa kebaikan yang berlaku dalam diri kita

happy

comot

sama macam orang

kita terlalu lihat pada buruk mereka

sampai kadang-kadang lupa kebaikan

yang pernah buat kat kita

my niece :)

life can always be filled with happiness

search for it and live your live

be positive :)

labeling people

2011-07-18T02:37:00.001+08:00

saya melayan orang

baik atau tak baik

bergantung kepada macam mana orang

tu melayan saya

(kadang-kadang kita buat baik kepada orang itu dulu

xsemestinya kita asyik perlu tunggu orang berbuat baik dahulu)

secara x langsung saya melabel orang???

salah ke x wey buat mcm ni? :I

Pendapat

2011-07-14T17:51:00.000+08:00

orang yang berbeza pendapat bukannya musuh
tidak perlu bergaduh dengan mereka
hanya kerana berbeza pendapat

tak perlu lakukan provokasi
bahasa perlu dijaga
tak perlu mencela atau memaki
atau menghina

hormat sesama manusia masih perlu ada

skandal or scandal

2011-07-13T03:19:00.001+08:00

the reason i write this post is not because i have one
will never happen. hopefully

the main reason i write this post is
lately some of my closest and my good friends around me
did ask me regarding this matter, scandal-ism.
some of them might euphemistically said best friend or good friend
but the way they act isn't so.

some of couples or even husband and wife
are sometimes afraid of the consequences of
revealing the truth on how they feel about this scandalism
which is, their partner might think that
'where goes your trust?'

nowadays, not only men have scandal
women or girls tend to do scandalism a lot too
from the way i see through my own eyes

i heard and listen and some even seek for my advice
even i am not a pro in this matter
(luckily i am reading Men from Mars and
Women from Venus, makes me understand a bit more
on relationship and men and women)
but honestly from what i see the impact of scandalism
towards even the most harmony relationship
is terrible.
(does this mean i am a bad adviser on this matter? haha no comment)

no need for me to say that
scandal is bad
everyone knows that
it is the most unethical thing to do when
you are in a relationship
(3rd person in relationship is a destroyer)

i believe if you read this consequences of having
scandal, perhaps you will try to avoid yourself from
having one. lets see it through points and one by one shall we

1) you will have a trust issue
you will find yourself hard to believe your partner
this is because you cannot even believe in yourself
-faith in yourself before putting faith in others-
so you will never enjoy the calmness in relationship
and trust will never be your foundation of relationship

2) karma
related to point above
-what goes around comes around-
i always believe in karma
that is why i keep apologizing deeply with my soul
when i hurt someone's heart. i know its unbearable pain when
someone breaks your heart, because i once felt it
maybe once you say to yourself
' i want to stop all this scandalism and concentrate to her now, the only girl i love'
but perhaps, who knows karma, during that time she will do the same bad thing you'd done to her
what goes around goes back to you. :D

3) normally, not all, the scandal of your partner will be one of your friends or someone you might know
so if he or she is your friend ( i wont consider this kind of people as friends, never in million years!!)
it will automatically end your friendship
and create a new enemy
-friend, one is too little, enemy, one is too many-
imagine what will happen, all the chaos and hectic environment need to be settled
all the fight and tears because of this
friendship is on the line

4) the main consequence is
the effect towards your partner heart
'sepandai-pandai tupai melompat
akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga'
'you can never hide the truth, people will find out'
this is the worst effect of all
your relationship will never be the same as before
its like you have made a big scar to your partner's heart
can be forgiven but really hard to forget
some of them will never forget
i heard a lot of people are trying but the simply cannot
so relationship becomes duller and yet the love
keep fading as indirect consequences.
IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AS BEFORE!!

to wrap it up
avoid scandalism
appreciate your love one
sincerity is important as it will lead to the main foundation in
relationship which is trust
be honest to yourself and your partner
there is always other optionsssssssSSS besides
scandalism
dont dont and dont do scandalism

abbad in supporting of no scandalism in relationship :)
try to ask your partner to read this
so that both of you will get something
relationship needs two finger to make an oath right? :)
thank you very much for reading this.

Kenapa saya sokong Bersih 2.0

2011-07-09T03:19:00.004+08:00

memang secara dasarnya.
saya memang tidak akan berpeluang turun padang ketika
berhimpun untuk bersih
maaf tapi tidak diizinkan oleh ibu
dan terpaksa mengikut undang-undang UiTM

so difikirkan balik
apakah tuntutan bersih ini sebenarnya

tuntutan bersih
1-BERSIHkan Senarai Undi (Daftar Pemilih)
2-Reformasikan Undi Pos
3-Gunakan Dakwat Kekal
4-Akses Media Yang Bebas & Adil
5-Tempoh Berkempen Minima 21 Hari
6-Kukuhkan Institusi Awam
7-Hentikan Rasuah
8-Hentikan Politik Kotor

saya tidak nampak apa salah di dalam tuntutan-tuntutan tersebut

kita sedar masalah ini memang ada di dalam electoral sistem kita

tidak kira anda di pihak mana

memang sekiranya anda belajar lebih khusus

maka kita sedar memang sistem pilihan raya kita

masih belum cukup telus dan adil

masih banyak yang boleh dibaiki

ini mengenai tuntutan yang diminta

harap semua jelas dan tidak perlu dihuraikan

satu persatu

Demonstrasi

namun ada segelintir yang berkata

kenapa perlu gunakan demonstrasi

dan ada yang kata demonstrasi haram

saya meminta untuk bersama berkongsi ilmu

bersama-sama

dengan cara apa yang lain

untuk memastikan

kerajaan mendengar tuntutan

yang diminta oleh rakyat

sekiranya bukan majoriti

sekalipun yang meminta

sekiranya perkara itu

perkara yang baik dan sepatutnya dilakukan

tidak salah untuk melakukan

Agenda disebalik

memang menjadi lumrah di Malaysia

semua fikir sangat mendalam

semua perkara ada agenda disebalik

nak buat macam mana

semua perkara dipolitikkan

Personal Attack

Kesian saya tengok Dato' Ambiga

macam-macam kita kutuk

Perempuan Hindu

dan macam-macam yang saya tak sampai hati nak tulis

sebagai Melayu

manakah hilang nilai kita

tak kisah lah Melayu ke x

tapi Sebagai Muslim

kemana perginya agama bila kita mengutuk Ambiga sampai macam tu

issue DS Anwar dinaikkan semula, skandal seks

langsung tidak mencerminkan nilai dan etika sebagai seorang Islam

kecewa?? ye, sangat kecewa

kerana sayang sangat kuasa,

rakyat jadi mangsa

saya mendoakan semua yang menyertai bersih esok

termasuk polis-polis yang terpaksa menjalankan tugas

selamat pergi dan balik.

dan harap tuntutan bersih 2.0 dianggap sesuatu yang

sangat penting untuk masa depan negara.

pengalaman paling berharga sepanjang cuti ni

2011-07-07T01:02:00.000+08:00

bermula dengan kursus asas induksi di Nur Bukit Unggul
walaupun banyak berkorban (x dapat tengok UCL final)
tetapi bak kata orang
'untuk mendapat sesuatu kita kena korban sesuatu'

kemudian, pergi ke Shah Alam dalam lebih kurang 5 hari
untuk Legal Explorace Camp ni

terus ke konklusi
memang susah untuk mendapatkan sesuatu yang sempurna
memang senantiasa akan ada permasalahan
namun masalah-masalah ini yang menjadikan
kita peka dan sedar bahawa hidup
sentiasa berliku dan kita sentiasa perlu membuat keputusan

kadang-kadang bila kita bergaduh atau selisih faham
mengenai masalah-masalah, kita lupa perkara yang berjaya kita lakukan
jangan sentiasa melihat pada yang hitam.
lihat pada keseluruhan.
yang mana baik kita simpan dan yang mana buruk kita ambil jadikan iktibar
untuk di masa akan datang.

kenangan yang takkan dilupakan
(click to enlarge)

terima kasih kepada high com LEC kerana memberi kepercayaan kepada saya :)

pejuang bangsa = A Samad Said

2011-06-28T03:01:00.001+08:00

“Murbawan Malaysia tidak senang dengan apa yang sedang berlaku di negara ini. Kita menghantar pesanan yang sangat waras. Demokrasi perlu murni dan terus dimurnikan.

Kenapa kita tidak boleh memperbaik situasi? Kenapa kita harus membiarkan demokrasi diperkuda oleh segelintir kuasawan yang tampaknya bermaharajalela?
Telah lama kita tidak senang dengan aliran demokrasi yang diperkuda ini. Telah lama kita inginkan demokrasi yang bersih, bergerak atas landas yang murni.

Kita sedar bahawa jalan ini tidaklah mudah. Maka itu, kita menjadi lebih berazam. Kita maklum bahawa gergasi media arus perdana kini sedang ikut garang menghempit kita dalam arus peristiwa yang semakin durjana. Kita sedang berlawan dengan keangkuhan yang pejal. Oleh media arus perdana ini, kita sewenangnya digambarkan sebagai kumpulan “siasah” yang sangat bercita-cita buruk. Lebih buruk, kita digambarkan sebagai kelompok yang sengaja ingin menggelorakan masyarakat seburuk hajat.

Kita tidak begitu. Kita ingin memperbaiki jentera demokrasi agar lebih berhati nurani.
Kita tidak menginginkan demokrasi yang kasar dan sombong; kita merindukan demokrasi yang tulus dan betul.

Inilah gerakan kita yang, sayangnya, terpaksa bermula di tengah keangkuhan kerajaan yang merasa segala-galanya sudah betul, malah sudah syurgawi, di tanah air ini. Kita sebenarnya masih dalam derita yang terus dicipta oleh tangan kasar berhati angkuh yang sangat bercita-cita.

Kita merindukan suara kuasa yang waras dan insani; suara pembimbing yang ikhlas dan mengerti. Kita tidak memerlukan suara angkuh dalam era yang sudah terlalu lama sombong ini. Kita mengharapkan tangan kuasa yang berhemah, sedia memimpin dan berdamai, turut bantu mencipta iklim demokrasi yang harum.

Memanglah kita mengkhayalkan dunia indah itu, walaupun kenyataan yang terserlah dan mengembang kini sedang menunjukkan di atas kepala kita sentiasa sedia terapung awan kelam yang menjanjikan tofan.

Jikalau berlaku, kita bukanlah kelompok manusia yang gamam berlari; kita, sebaliknya, adalah manusia yang cekal berdiri. Kita ingin memupuk demokrasi yang lebih berhati nurani.

Dua ratus tahun dulu seorang tokoh kecil Sam Adams, dengan kelompoknya yang kecil juga, telah mencurahkan teh ke dalam laut di pelabuhan Boston, Amerika. Kata Sam Adams: “It does not require a majority to prevail, but rather an irate, tireless minority keen to set bushfires in people’s minds.”

Kita nyalakan unggun api itu pada malam ini!”

(Perhatian: Kerana dibataskan masa hanya seminit seorang, maka saya yang mewakili GMP, hanya sempat membacakan dua perenggan terakhir teks ucapan ini.—A. SAMAD SAID).

Unggun Bersih

Semakin lara kita didera bara—
kita laungkan juga pesan merdeka:
Demokrasi sebenderang mentari
sehasrat hajat semurni harga diri.

Lama resah kita—demokrasi luka;
lama duka kita—demokrasi lara.
Demokrasi yang angkuh, kita cemuhi;
suara bebas yang utuh, kita idami!

Dua abad lalu Sam Adams berseru:
(di Boston dijirus teh ke laut biru):
Tak diperlu gempita sorak yang gebu,
diperlu hanya unggun api yang syahdu.

Kini menyalalah unggun sakti itu;
kini merebaklah nyala unggun itu.

24—25, 6.11. A. SAMAD SAID

untuk membaca karya beliau, ada di link di tepi kanan (bawah). terima kasih. we love you A Samad Said

simpan untuk diri sendiri

2011-06-22T02:41:00.000+08:00

orang mukmin tidak berfikir sebelum bercakap
kerana apa yang dicakapkan itu adalah penting sahaja
dan perkara yang benar(fakta)

kadang-kadang sering kita dengar
diam
lebih baik dari bercakap perkara yang tidak perlu
orang yang diam tidak semestinya jahil
tetapi orang yang bercakap banyak
dan isinya tiada fakta dan kosong
dikira jahil

1) bila ditegur kita marah keluar macam-macam
keburukan personal orang itu dipertikai
bukan hujah yang dipersoal
bila marah kita sepatutnya tidak mengambil tindakan yang
penting atau membuat sesuatu yang beri kesan kepada orang lain
kerana
bila marah, nafsu kuasai diri, dan bukan kita berbuat kerana Allah
-ketika perang saidina Umar diludah oleh pihak lawan
dan dalam keadaan marah beliau mengangkat pedangnya
namun beliau berhenti
maka beliau suruh pihak lawannya pergi
beliau berkata
'sesungguhnya aku dalam keadaan marah, dan bila aku marah
aku tidak membunuhmu kerana Allah tetapi untuk nafsu marahku'
-sabda Nabi - bila marah, sekiranya sedang berdiri, kita duduk,
sekiranya kita tengah duduk baring'
cool down dulu

2)itu berkenaan marah
apabila berkenaan menyebarkan pula,
apabila fitnah, kita menyebarkan
kita dapat saham
rosak akidah
apabila kita mengiyakan juga
maka umpama kita terlibat dalam fitnah tersebut
islam menyuruh kita simpan aib orang
dan bukan menyebarkan
-orang yang menyimpan aib orang, Allah akan menyimpan aibnya'
bukan dalam politik sahaja, malahan artis juga
kita dengar, kita bagitahu semua orang
kalau betul pun berita itu, tidak patut kita spread
apatah lagi kalau salah
jangan diikutkan sangat wartawan-wartawan hiburan ini
(apabila sampai sesuatu berita daripada golongan fasik, maka perlulah diselidik dahulu)
perlu tahu apa itu golongan fasik

3)bila orang mengutarakan pendapat,
semua orang ada haknya
sekiranya salah
perlu ditegur
tegur pun ada caranya
sekiranya kita rasa ada orang lagi layak menegur
kita minta orang itu menegur
contoh, apabila orang berkata siapa x baca doa qunut
xsah subuh
pernah dengar orang menegur macam ni
'' kepala hotak dia lah, siapa ajar, bapak die ajar macam tu ke''
tegur ada cara. masing-masing ada cara sendiri.
niat untuk betulkan dan bukan untuk tunjuk pandai

4) bila kita tak tahu, kita diam.
jangan main cakap je
orang lain cakap ustaz ni wahabi
kita terus cakap ustaz ni kafir
jujur sekiranya orang bertanya kepada saya
samada wahabi ini sesat atau tidak.
saya akan cakap asalnya wahabi ini tidak sesat
(selepas mendengar dan membaca pendapat
sesetengah ulama' )
tapi kita main bantai je cakap Tuan Guru ni
Wahabi, bekas mufti ni wahabi
ustaz ni syiah
adakah betul mereka ini wahabi.
jangan kerana cakap xpayah baca doa qunut
terus dilabel wahabi.
kena ada ilmu sebelum mengutarakan sesuatu
kalau kurang pasti, bertanya
ataupun diam

saya betul-betul berharap rakyat malaysia
akan lebih membuka minda dan lebih berfikiran lebih maju dan matang
masih merasakan rakyat malaysia kebanyakannya masih berfikiran cetek dan
senang dipengaruhi maka senang ditindas
sampai bila nak jadi macam ni
dipermain-mainkan
diperbodoh bodohkan

one way of learning

2011-06-20T19:34:00.000+08:00

my English is bad
and it is not as superb as others'
blogging in English(for some post)
is not because i am showing off
what for showing off
my English is horrible and terrible as you can see

i read in one article that says
blogging in English
can enhance your English
and improve your courage and self confidence

i am supporting all Malaysians and friends
to enhance and improve our courage, self confidence and especially our English
by blogging in English

ignore all those people that are keep giving negative influence
and keep downsizing you when you talk or write in English

simplify my life

2011-06-10T22:18:00.000+08:00

i am reading a book

this book will teach you how to simplify your life

plus some additional website i read as well

i find it is really fun to do it

since i am still reading it

so i am doing this simplifying thing a bit slow

but as long as it is progressing then

for me its totally fine then

many of us including me thought that

simplifying requires a lot of more effort to be done

in our very valuable life

it isn't actually

it requires you to do less than what you are supposed to do

how you make your life simple

doesn't take much effort

as well as to maintain it

so what i have to do right now

first, i have to own a notebook that will right down what i have to do

i will keep updating. gtg. got important stuff to do right now

fatique

2011-06-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

one thing that keep bugging me lately is my fatigue

i injured my ankle very bad

i have to wear ankle guard for a long distance travel

i am having a really terrible fever

(5 days of antibiotics)

its horrible when you are incapable of doing

what you are supposed to do.

right now, i am unable to attend any meeting for LEC

and i cannot finish my slide show for the upcoming course in time.

hopeless, i feel.

i managed to have my own reminders

doing everything on time (supposedly)

but everything mess up

have to reschedule

clean the mess

we can plan whatever things that we want

but God will decide whether to fulfill our plan(dream) or not

its beyond our power.

i wanna do all this time cuti ni

2011-06-04T17:03:00.003+08:00

1. Accept Your Mistakes

You’re human. We, humans, are making mistakes. Accept what you did wrong and try to do better next time. No need to punish yourself forever. In fact, accepting your mistakes is the only way to make them disappear.

2. Accept Your Friends Mistakes

Maybe you got hurt by somebody. Happens. Just accept it and deal with it. People are making mistakes and if you can accept that for yourself, accept it for your friends too. In the end, all you need from them is their love.

3. Create A New Habit

We’re doing a lot of stuff on autopilot. Try to integrate in this category new things you want to attract into your life. Habits are powerful. Harness their energy for your own good. Start by creating a habit in 15 days.

4. Build Self Discipline

Don’t wait for other people to impose discipline on you. Start early. Create your own discipline. Although it sounds a little bit harsh, self discipline is a facilitator for many things in your life. It’s hard to get but great to have.

5. Make New Friends

Reach out. Don’t be afraid. Establish new contacts. The worst thing that may happen to you is to be rejected. Well, if that’s the case, move on. The reward of having true, long-lasting friendship is worth all the potential rejection.

6. Get A New Job

Shaking your comfort zone will often create a lot of value in your life. If you’re not satisfied with your job, just get a new one. The pitfall of not having money for a limited period of time is temporary, get over it.

7. Start A New Diet

You are, in a vast proportion, what you eat. Trying a new diet would often be the only needed change for a dramatic boost of your health and energy. Don’t necessarily have to be raw food, or even vegetarian, whatever works for you.

8. Keep A Journal

Write down you feelings, your ideas, your goals, your activity. Journaling is by far one of the most useful things I’ve done to change my life for the best. It works in such a silent, yet effective way. All you need is pen and paper.

9. Create And Keep A Morning Phrase

Whatever you say to yourself in the morning, it will most likely come true during the day. Why not taking advantage of it? Create a simple morning phrase and say it to yourself first thing in the morning. Is that simple.

10. Travel Far Away From Your Home

Traveling long distance is incredibly rewarding. It’s so exciting and full with unknown events. I only recently started to travel really far away from my home, but I do wonder how could I ever made it until now without this.

11. Learn To Take Risks

Your life may be so boring and fade because… err, you made it like this? When was the last time your tried something really difficult? When was the last time you challenged the odds doing something risky? Do it now.

12. Start Your Own Business

Be your own boss. Work your own hours. I know, it sounds so shallow, for you, who hate your job but still have to stay there because of that mortgage. Well, unless you make the first step, nothing is going to change. That’s for sure.

13. Change Your Work Space

Clean up your desk. Re-arrange furniture. Add some color to that space. Make the place where you work really enjoyable. So enjoyable that work there won’t be perceived as work anymore. It will be something you love to do.

14. Learn A New Language

Challenge your mind. Constantly. If you’re going to do number 10, you’re going to learn some new languages too. From my experience, learning a new language is a fantastic mind opener. Sometimes you don’t even have to travel there.

15. Find Reasons To Agree

Rather than disagree. We have this mindset of competition which makes constantly arguing over things. Well, stop that. You don’t have to force yourself into agreement, if it’s not the case, just trying to find some reasons will be enough.

16. Pay Yourself First

You can’t give something if you don’t have it. You can’t spread light onto others if you don’t have light from within. You can’t give wealth to others if you don’t have it for yourself first. Make yourself a service and pay yourself first.

17. Wake Up Early

This is not a habit, this is a lifestyle. Don’t just wake up early without a purpose. Be early. Be there before others. Look for opportunities and embrace them. Waking up early means keeping your eye open to every available opportunity.

18. Train Your Focus

Your focus is in fact your reality. Use it wisely. Train it constantly for it will enhance your reality in ways you never imagined. Keep your focus sharp as a razor blade and be prepared to experience life in fantastic shapes and colors.

19. Start A Blog

On whatever topic you want. Not only it will give you the opportunity to create something new and valuable but it will also bring new people into your life. Blogging is far more than a hype, is a personal development tool. A very good one.

20. Write An Ebook

You may think you don’t have a talent, but that’s completely wrong. And the easiest way to prove it wrong is to start writing an ebook. Any ebook. You pick the topic. It might be something you know or want to learn about. Write it. It’s fun.

21. Be Better, Not Perfect

Striving too much for perfection will ruin your life. It will wipe out all those little imperfections which are making you… human. Being better, on the other side, is rewarding. Look back at the yesterday you and just say: I’m better!

22. Stop Self Sabotage

You’ll be surprised by how much of a burden you can be to yourself. You are literally self sabotaging. Most of the time, unconsciously. If you have a long history of failure behind, that could mean you’ve become your worst enemy. Stop it.

23. Find Reasons To Love Your Life

Maybe life wasn’t fair with you. Yes, I know, I’ve been there: life is never fair. But it’s fantastic. It’s unique, unrepeatable, one of a kind, beautiful, simple, challenging, sweet, hard… Just take a step back and find reasons to love your life.

24. Try Something New

Maybe you’re sad because you’re bored. Have you ever thought about that? Just reach out and try something completely new. Go for a challenge, learn a new sport, pick a different restaurant or go for a comedy movie (if you’re the drama type). Just try it.

25. Avoid Fighting

Fighting is the biggest energy leak of your being. Trying to prove another guy wrong is so against your true nature. You’re here to acknowledge life’s wonders, not to prove anybody’s wrong. They’re not wrong, just have different opinions. And that’s part of life.

26. Stop Wasting Your Power

Are you doing something that you think you shouldn’t be doing right now? Well, that’s wasted power. That’s meaningless stuff promoted to the honor of being a part of your life. How long are you going to approve this? Why wasting power?

27. Learn To Ignore

I think they should be teaching this one in schools. We’re so focused on so many topics and think we have to do so many stuff, that our life is literally clogged with stuff. It’s good to do stuff, but learning to ignore stuff is much better.

28. Experiment Gratitude

When was the last time you said “thank you”? With all your heart? Everybody knows that an attitude of gratitude is the key to success, but almost nobody practices it. Well, start by experience gratitude first, and take it from there.

29. Recycle Your Aggression

Don’t throw it away, recycle it! Use it for something you really want! Call out those wild forces inside of you and put them to work. Aggression is part of your being, so don’t try to reject it, because it will only grow stronger. Recycle your aggression.

30. Release Your Guardians

Don’t touch that! Don’t eat that! Don’t go for that opportunity! Those are the sentences you hear when going for something you really want. Those are your guardians, your mental constructs made to protect you. Release them, you’ll be much better off.

31. Clean Up Your House

It’s fun. And it’s good for you. Make a habit out of cleaning up your house with joy and happiness. What’s outside is a mirror of what’s inside. If your house is a mess, probably your internal life is a disaster. Neat that stuff, it’s easy.

32. Write A Personal Mission Statement

You’re here with a reason. No matter how small you feel now, how insignificant others may made you feel, you have a purpose. Take the time to write your personal mission statement. It will bring light and direction into your life.

33. Dissolve Negative Opinions About Yourself

Whatever you think you may do, it’s half of what you can really do. And that’s because you have so many negative opinions about yourself. You can solve them. Just accept the fact that you have them and then start working on them.

34. Build Different Skills

Don’t stop learning. Don’t remain stuck in a single career, it’s boring and limiting. Learndifferent skills, possibly from completely unrelated fields. You never know when life will ask you to use them. Besides, it’s a lot of fun.

35. Manage Your Time As You Manage Your Money

Have you ever thought what would be if you would manage your time the same way youmanage your money? Just give it a try. See where you spend most of your time, what the return of investment is and how rich are you in time.

36. Exercise

You don’t have to break the world record, or something. Just make sure you exercise constantly. It will make your body healthier and your mind clearer. It’s also one of the simplest and most affordable ways to improve your life.

37. Be A Parent

Having kids doesn’t necessarily means you’re a parent, and I know that very well. Being a parent will surely change your life forever: filling it with unconditional, life lasting love, care and warm feelings. You’ll live in love. And learn.

38. Throw Away One Object A Day From Your House

Maybe your life is breathing so hard just because it’s suffocated by objects. Learn to let them go. You may donate them, give to charity or simply throw them away, but don’t let the clutter stay in your way. You’re not the objects you have.

39. Read A Book Per Week

Or, alternatively, a fine selection of blogs. That will keep your mind alert and your focus steady. Reading is like good food for your brain, without it, it will go lazy, obese and unresponsive. But with the proper food it can become your best friend.

40. Start A Monthly Challenge

Being it physical, mental or social. Intend to acquire something new in your life in 30 days. Improve your health using new methods, or your relationships by starting new things together. Make it count. And count on it.

41. Call An Old Friend

It’s enlightening to meet somebody you haven’t talk to in the last years. Go right now and call an old friend, or a relative. It will bring up memories and it will create new opportunities. Don’t let the dust settle on your relationships.

42. Follow A Coincidence

Well, there aren’t any coincidences, I lied. Everything has a purpose. If you witness something which may seem like a coincidence, then you’re very lucky, you just got a sign. Follow it with trust, it will lead you well.

43. Play A Game

Any game. Just play. Like a child. Allow yourself to do something just for fun, without any goals, pressures or deadlines. Will make you understand that everything is a game. Sometimes a little bit harder, but still a game..

44. Forgive Somebody Out Of The Blue

Don’t hold that grudge for that past insult. Grudges are heavy and tend to make the take off for a new life a little bit difficult. The longer you hold that grudge, the more difficult the take off will be. Forgiveness will lift you off.

45. Stop Solving The Wrong Problems

You are not here to witness the bad things in your life. Nor the performance in itself. You are here to enjoy a journey. To become aware, To grow. So, stop solving the wrong problem and focus on what really matters.

46. Make Peace With An Old Enemy

That’s more than forgiveness, that’s the actual process of reversing a situation. Make peace with somebody. Turn it into your friend. I’m not saying this is easy, I know it first hand. But I also know it works. Enemies count down, friends count up.

47. Make A Promise To A Close Person And Keep It

It doesn’t have to be something big. It doesn’t have to be for someone special. It doesn’t have to be difficult also. But it has to be a commitment to somebody. Just reach out, make a promise, keep it and then enjoy the feeling after.

48. Break Up With A Person You Don’t Really Like

Maybe you’re friend with somebody just by habit, chemistry being dead for a long time now. Just break it up. Tell him. Ok, let’s unfriend us, this will not work. It will bring up something you thought you lost it long ago: courage.

49. Get A Thing You Wanted For A Long Time

But you didn’t had time or money to get it. Just go out and get it. Not only it will boost your self-respect, but it will also free your desire channel, which may be a little bit clogged by having one and only one desire for such a long time.

50. Stop Being Judgmental

With others AND with you. Excessive criticism will kill your enthusiasm. And if you think this post is something you shouldn’t read in the first place, then, my friend, you really are judgmental. Lighten up. Accept life as it is.

51. Change Your Wardrobe

You don’t know how much are you tied to what you wear. If you’re on the gray loving side, put some color in your clothes. If you’re on the black and white, try some gradients. Of course, your clothes are not you. Hence, they’re so easy to change, right?

52. Smile At Least 10 Times A Day

And I mean it, start to count that. Smiling is a sign of honesty and power. Everybody can cry over a disaster but only the most powerful can take bitterness with a smile. Exercise that power. And then try to go for 20 times a day.

53. Burn Some Old Memories

Maybe the notebook from your 7th grade? Maybe the teenage dumb poetry you wrote? Whatever it might be, break up. It might be difficult, but it might also be a sign that you’re so attached to the past that you can’t advance in your life anymore.

54. Plant A Tree

Or take care of a flower. Do it for at least several months. It will give you a sense of potential. Seeing that tree or that flower growing will make your self-confidence go up. If a flower can make it, why can’t I? Of course you can, now do it!

55. Move To Another Town Or Country

Maybe it’s time to change the environment? Take the plunge, move over. Pick another town or even another country. Like all the good stuff, it might be pretty difficult in the beginning, but you can bet it would shake everything really good!

56. Join A New Group

Go to a bikers meeting. Or, if you’re not a biker, to a toastmaster meeting. Join a group and see how you fit in. It will help if the group will be focused on some of your passions, of course. It will reveal a lot about your social skills.

57. Stop Watching TV

Television evolved a lot from the balanced news provider it was in the beginning up to the current manipulating tool. Just stop watching it for a week. And then for a month. Meanwhile, assess your psychological progress. You may be amazed.

58. Start A Totally Unexpected Hobby

Start making trains out of matches. Raise cobras. Put tiny vessels into tiny bottles. Do whatever it takes to move your mind from your problems for a while. And if you can create something nice in the process, why not doing it?

59. Randomly Hug A Stranger On The Street

Ok, this might be a little bit dangerous, but only if you think at it. If you’re doing it, chances are that you’re going to get your hug back. It will also help raising your adrenaline up to levels you never had for a very long time.

60. Set Up A Surprise Party

For your or for a friend. It’s always good for your mood, even if – or especially if – you’re down. Do a thematic one, invite friends and tell them to bring their friends. And then expect to meet new, wonderful persons. And of course, have fun.

61. Go Hiking

Do it for at least one week-end. Nature is more powerful than our human created environment. We don’t know how to channel the energy into our artificial habitats. If you want to recharge, go outside and stay in connection with the wilderness.

62. Get A Pet

Whatever works for you, a bird, a guinea pig, a dog or a cat. It will keep you alert and it will cheer you up when you’re down. Taking care of a pet is also easier if you’re overwhelmed with human interaction. Even from a pet, love is still love.

63. Write A Thank You Letter

You can send it or not, the real catch is to write it. Pick someone who helped you in the past. Start writing the letter and say everything you want to say to that person. It will make you understand what are you really grateful for in your life.

64. Meditate Daily

It’s the easiest thing you can do. True mediation acts like a mind emptier, leaving you open to the whole flow of the sensations and experiences you would otherwise ignore. You don’t even need a complicated technique, meditate as you see fit.

65. Say Something Nice To Somebody

Just like that. Out of the blue. Pick an unknown person and say something nice. After the initial surprise you’ll be amazed by the unmasked joy and gratitude they’re expressing. Admit it: you would like that too, isn’t it?

66. Say Something Nice To You

Ok, but if nobody is telling you nice things, why not start this yourself? Do it in whatever form you think it’s appropriate: send yourself emails, write in your calendar or leave yourself nice postits on the desk. With something nice just for you.

67. When I Doubt, Improvise

Being so scared for not knowing the answer, so nervous that you may screw thigns up… I know the feeling, I’ve been there too. Just go with the flow. Improvise. It will be so good for your unconscious mind. The real answer will be surprising.

68. Don’t Argue, Win Or Lose

This goes hand in hand with avoiding the fight, but it’s a little bit different. If you get caught in an argument, just accept that you can have only two outcomes from it: win or lose. Settle with one and just move on.

69. Stop Faking Your Life

It’s so easy to get caught in a flow of fakes. Society wants us to politely lie and you need to lie sometimes. Just stop it. Being authentic is the best thing you can do. No need to hide your sorrow, nor your joy. They’re both part of life.

70. Define Goals

Again, that goes hand in hand with writing a personal mission but it’s more than that. It’s the habit of clearly deciding – and, subsequently, describing – where you want to go. Do you have a goal? A passion, maybe? Go for it! And be verbose.

71. Help Others

Reach out and try to see if you can help others. You don’t have to be a Samaritan, just go out there and support somebody. The biggest trick of helping is really surprising: although it seems you’re giving, you’re in fact receiving a lot more.

72. Go Social

Mingle, interact, go out. Get used to meet new people. Make this a habit and you’ll soon get used to do new things too. The goal is not to be the best networker in the world, but to be connected to as many energy sources as you can get.

73. Spend Some Time Alone

Subsequently, make sure you set aside enough time for your own. You don’t necessarily need to recharge, but you need this time in order to get a new perspective. Stop for a while and look around. Where are you? Where do you want to be?

74. Fix Something By Yourself

Go fix a broken window, or a scratch on your car. Don’t call for a specialist, get involved, see how you can have an impact on things around you. Work with your hands, prepare to sweat. It will instantly make you feel better.

75. Create Value

Make things that others need too. Make something useful. Don’t follow blind or outdated commitments, go for what really makes a change around you. Creating value is the core of your activity here and the only thing you really have to strive for.

76. Do A Random Act Of Kindness

Doesn’t have to be in the form of a nice compliment this time. You don’t even need to communicate it to the target person. Just do an incognito service to someone. See how this makes you feel. Think how many times you received that.

77. One More Second

Create the habit of looking at things for one more second. Spend one more second before taking an important decision. Delay something. Time will follow your intention and open some unexpected window for you. Slow it down a little.

78. Understand What People Want From You

What you can do is not always what people want from you. Clearing that confusion alone could bring an immense relief to your life. You don’t have to immediately provide what they’re wanting, but if you do, you may have some big surprises.

79. Break An Old Bad Habit

Breaking a bad habit is difficult. But breaking an old bad habit will free an incredible amount of time into your life. Quit smoking or stop talking on the phone for hours. Whatever you break, it will change your life for the best.

80. Stop Complaining

Complaining is like an open invitation for troubles. The more you complain about something, the more of that something you invite into your life. Cut it out. You don’t get any comfort out of complaining, only troubles.

81. Reject What You Don’t Want

It’s so simple, yet so underrated. Society wants us to complain even when we don’t really like stuff. Like forcing us to smile when we don’t find it funny. Allow yourself to walk away from something you don’t like. Just do it!

82. Being Is Better Than Having

Too much and too often we shape our life’s fulfillment degree to the amount we possess. The fundamental mistake. If you’re doing it, stop it right now. You’re not what you’re having. Being is so much better than having.

83. Listen To Your Critics

This one might be difficult in the beginning but once you get used to it it’s fantastic. You may find out a lot of stuff about yourself that you didn’t know about. You think you are one kind of person, but others may disagree.

84. Don’t Take It Personally

Never. Your world is shaped by your reaction to things, not by the things themselves. Don’t get upset, don’t think that somebody knows you enough to make right assumptions about you. Acknowledge and move on.

85. Laugh

This time is not about smiling. It’s about laughing. Don’t you ever miss another opportunity to laugh. Especially at yourself. The longer your laughing sessions, the shorter your misery ones. Looks like a nice deal, isn’t it?

86. Go With Passion

Don’t let your rational mind stand in the way of your passion. If you found – or at least felt, even occasionally – something that thrills you, you’re there. You don’t need a confirmation on this from anybody. Go with your passion.

87. Trust Your Emotions

Don’t underestimate your emotions. Or overestimate them. Your emotions are your feed-back system and for that they are very important. Trying to ignore your emotions is like depriving yourself from lights in a car running in the middle of the night.

88. Live It Like A Holiday

Ever observed how nice you feel during your holiday? How light, joyful and authentic? Everything is just wonderful. Well, you are on a continuous holiday here. It starts with your birth and end with your death. Live it like a holiday.

89. Make A Story Out Of It

Do you like a good story? I love it. Make everything in your life story-worthwhile. Make it as it would be a fantastic journey and you will be at all time the observer, the hero and the narrator. Create the story of your life.

90. Stop Being A Follower

Admiring is nice. But being admired is even better. Stop trying to fit in other people’s shoes. Find your own path. If that means breaking up completely your lifestyle, so be it. If you are “like” somebody else you can’t be “like” yourself anymore.

91. Watch Your Beliefs

Your beliefs are not you. But they are shaping your life constantly. You have the power to change them at any point in your existence. But in order to do that, you must first start to observe them, to isolate them, to accept them.

92. Stop Lying

To others and to yourself. Although it might ease a complicated situation, a lie is not good in the long run. The trick is that if you’re telling a lie you’re altering your reality. And a distorted reality will be impossible to handle.

93. Stop Reacting To Stuff

And start acting on stuff. Initiate things. Start projects. Predict situations and be there before the hurricane hits. Reacting to stuff is a victim paradigm. Stop being a victim and start acting. Create your life instead of being the creation of others.

94. Live Today

Not yesterday, not tomorrow. Go for what you can do today and leave yesterday behind for good. It’s not here anymore. And tomorrow doesn’t even exist yet, so why bother. All you have is today. Don’t waste it.

95. Expect The Unexpected

If there’s something unusual that happens to you, go for it. The unexpected is a signal of an opportunity. It will not always be nice, this unexpected, but whenever it’s around, magical things are happening. Wait for it. Praise for it.

96. Enjoy

Like being in joy. Like giving permission to yourself to extract joy from any situation you’re in. Even if it’s bad. Or especially if it’s bad. Joy is everywhere, you just have to let it manifest through you. Don’t resist joy. Don’t reject it.

97. Make Your Own Rules

And stick with them. Go for what works for you, not the others. Go for what you want, not the others. Including me. Make your own system and be proud of it. You may upset some people in the process, but hey, that’s life.

98. Love

Unconditionally. Totally. Constantly. Restlessly. Love is the only glue that keeps your life running. You were born out of love and you carry it deep down in your being. Love is never about the others, it’s about you.

99. Get Rid Of Labels

Things are what they are. Don’t use labels anymore, use directly the things. Your notion of “right” and “wrong” are nothing but labels. In a different country your “right” might be “wrong”. Don’t charge yourself with this unneeded burden.

100. No Regrets

Regretting something is another form of not accepting reality. What you can do about it now? It’s gone. It doesn’t exist anymore. Focus on what you can change: your present moment. Not yesterday, not tomorrow. Now. Live now.

(sigh)

2011-06-04T03:42:00.000+08:00

sesetengah manusia yang takde life
suka merosakkan friendship orang lain
dengan menaburkan fitnah
mengutuk, mengaibkan
dan suka tengok kawan-kawan benci membenci satu sama lain
walaupun kita tak kacau life dia dan dia
bukan dapat benefit apa-apa pun dari bende dia buat tu
sigh*
orang-orang macam ni bukan kawan saya

we will miss you.. :(

2011-06-01T13:35:00.000+08:00

George Best

"To be honest I think England have lost their best player. Certainly he's the most consistent and naturally gifted player we've had for a long, long time"

David Beckham

"He's always one of those people others talk about. Even playing at Real Madrid, the players always say to me 'what's he like'? They respect him as a footballer, and to have that respect from some of those players is great"

Edgar Davids

"Everyone of us should emulate him. We can all learn from Paul Scholes

Zinedine Zidane

"My toughest opponent? Paul Scholes of Manchester. He is the complete midfielder. Paul Scholes is undoubtedly the greatest midfielder of his generation"

Sir Alex Ferguson

He has an awareness of what’s happening around him on the edge of the box which is better than most players. It doesn’t matter who I am thinking about bringing into my midfield, Paul Scholes will be included, as he would in any side in the world

Cesc Fabregas

He is the one whose level I aspire to. He is the best player in the Premier League.

Jack Wilshere

Sad to hear Paul Scholes is retiring, what a player! Top class and a great role model for any young English midfield player

Marcello Lippi

Paul Scholes would have been one of my first choices for putting together a great team - that goes to show how highly I have always rated him. Scholes is a player I have always liked, because he combines great talent and technical ability with mobility, determination and a superb shot. He is an all-round midfielder who possesses character and quality in abundance. In my opinion, he's been one of the most important players for United under Sir Alex

Michael Carrick

He is a legend and he's going to be remembered for a long time. Just to play alongside him and learn from him has been an absolute pleasure. I think he is a footballer's footballer

Abbad

he is my toughest opponent so far. i amazed still amaze with his skill of passing, moving the ball, create chances and his shooting. outside the field he is an amazing lads, really friendly and a nice friend. i believe it is hard for SAF to find his replacement. we going to miss him very much

Xavi

In the last 15 to 20 years the best central midfielder that I have seen — the most complete — is Paul Scholes. I have spoken with Xabi Alonso about this many times. Paul Scholes is a spectacular player who has everything. If he was Spanish then maybe he would have been valued more

Gary Neville

I wouldn't swap Paul Scholes for anybody. He is quite simply the most complete footballer I have ever played with. He is the best

Bobby Charlton

Paul Scholes is my favourite player. He epitomises the spirit of Manchester United and everything that is good about football

Wayne Rooney

He will be missed greatly. He is definitely the best player I've played with.

MICAH RICHARDS

He's always in the right position, the complete midfielder. He's my favourite player of all-time, unbelievable."

ALAN SHEARER

If you ask footballers to pick out the player they most admire, so many of them will pick Paul Scholes.

some of his great goals

I am not a man of many words but I can honestly say that playing football is all I have ever wanted to do. To have had such a long and successful career at Manchester United has been a real honour. To have been part of the team that helped the club reach a record 19th title is a great privilege`~ Paul Scholes

the dream is so real

2011-05-31T18:43:00.000+08:00

it never felt like i was dreaming
i heard her voice and his too
the emotion on their faces
were clear
but i didn't say anything

i hope that dream come true
it is perfect in that dream
but not in real world
my world, that won't happen

that is something i want
but i know i can't
saddest part was when
i woke up
and realised it was just a dream

life is attached to many people
with every unique and fragile soul
and HEART
those strings are more important
than what my heart desires

eventhough i know its impossible
and i won't ever feel like the i felt in that dream
but thank you God
for giving me at least a chance to have that feeling
even it was in my dream

beza antara

2011-05-30T13:45:00.001+08:00

saya dah tulis ni dah lama. tapi tak tahu kenapa tak post2 lagi.. before pergi camp lagi

3.00 pm. 26/5/2011
pusat bandar damansara utara

right now i am at ali maju bandar damansara
tengah tunggu my dad habis appointment
tak tahu nak buat apa
broadband kena bar
so end up i write this post

on my way pergi masjid tadi for zuhur
selepas dipaksa oleh parents
rasa macam jauh sangat
malas je sebenarnya
tapi on the way tu terfikir satu benda
if we have strong iman or minat yang mendalam tentang islam
semua sifat-sifat malas ni senang nak overcome
contoh-contoh

1)kalau pergi ke kelas kena menapak jauh-jauh
tak pun drive jauh lepas tu jam pulak
orang biasa: selalunya merungut
orang alim: every steps tu dikira dapat pahala. kalau drive jauh tu, setiap perbelanjaan minyak, masa , tol semua akan dapat ganjaran kelak :)

2)kalau tengah shopping berebut-rebut barang time tengah sale
lepas tu tiba-tiba barang yang kita nak ambil tu orang lain ambil dulu
sama juga kalau apply tender untuk bisnes
lepas tu orang lain dapat (dapat pula dengan cara tipu atau kroni)
orang biasa: selalunya marah dan usha panas orang tu
orang alim: dikira bukan rezeki. rezeki di tempat lain
macam cerita nurkasih: 'bukan saudaura yang bagi saya rezeki, Allah yang berikan' lepas dia nak bagi tender buat kelab tu :P

3)kalau putus cinta, lepas dah cuba nak selamatkan tapi tak dapat nak selamatkan juga
tak pun, minat dengan someone, banyak kali cuba, tapi dia minat orang lain (kawan baik kita pulak tu)
orang biasa: murung, sedih lama, macam separuh mati
orang yang alim: jodoh di tangan Allah, kita cuma perlu berusaha, dan tahu dia bukan terbaik untuk kita.

4)orang mengumpat kita, dedahkan aib kita depan orang lain, fitnah
orang biasa: mana boleh, kita kena balas balik
orang alim: rasakan, xperlu balas balik. sebab mereka rasa orang yang mengumpat, dedahkan aib dan fitnah ni x baik dan mereka tidak
mahu jadi seperti orang yang tak baik itu. banyak lagi perkara boleh dilakukan. orang akan menilai sendiri benar dan yang mana salah.
Allah itu maha adil.
''Allah akan membuka aib (orang) yang membuka aib orang lain''
''orang yang (suka) mengadu domba, maka lambatlah mereka menjejakkan kaki ke syurga''

5)bila berdebat pasal politik, PAS, UMNO, PKR. masing-masing menghina satu sama lain. dedahkan aib.
kutuk mengutuk, mencarut, menggunakan bahasa kasar, tengok je di blog dan facebook
orang biasa: rasa tercabar dan rasa bodoh kalau x lawan balik, selalunya macam ni lah. kutuk mengutuk
orang alim: hanya perkara yang benar yang keluar dari mulut. tidak mereka dan tidak bertujuan mengaibkan.
tidak mudah marah kerana berjuang bukan untuk peribadi. tetapi untuk prinsip dan pegangan
mendengar ceramah di surau permata: jangan terlalu salahkan pemimpin kerana bersikap zalim.
kadang-kadang, kita mendapat pemimpin seperti itu kerana diri setiap individu tidak menjalankan
amanah Allah dengan betul. betulkan diri kita dahulu

6)bila ditimpah musibah, masalah, atau kifarah
orang biasa: putus asa, menyalahkan takdir, environment, marah, putus kawan,
orang alim: tidak berfikir derita akan berpanjangan sebab nanti akan putus asa pada Allah. semua masalah boleh diselesaikan
tawakal kepada Allah selepas berusaha. belajar dari kesilapan (konsep taubat). memikirkan bahawa Allah tidak akan memberikan ujian yang hambanya tak mampu tanggung
ujian ini juga bagus untuk mengingatkan kita kepada tuhan.

sebenarnya apa yang kita boleh lihat di atas hanya sebahagian daripada contoh-contoh yang boleh diberi
banyak lagi sebenarnya
islam secara tidak langsung mengajar ummatnya untuk bersifat optimist
dan optimist penting untuk menjalankan kehidupan yang rilex dan chill
dan bahagia.

pss: saya dengar banyak timbul isu halal tak halal ni. terpaksa berjaga-jaga tentang permakanan sekarang
pss: tak semua orang berserban dan berkopiah itu alim

ni selected pictures camping in sepang
(click to enlarge) :)

semua peserta

classmates bersatu :P

main cawan :)

schedule too tight

2011-05-21T19:48:00.000+08:00

holidays are as great as i can be
yes, fill it up with some great activities
but a lot of money are being sacrificed to have
that perfect holz

a lot of posts in my draft
but never have time to finish it
always hanging in half
nor have the mood to finish it
it is not good anyway
i will try to finish all things that
i have started. thank you

so far, done a lot of interesting things
keep doing important things
(work, family, friends)

i love my life as it is
it is good sometimes
when i am far away from
shah alam
really feel like
far away from all those kind
of stupid problems

its good
really good
i really need some time off

suka buli dia. haha. ;p

cerita sem 3

2011-05-08T06:26:00.000+08:00

finally sem 3 dah habis pun
well, macam biasa saya akan wrap up my life during sem 3 ni

generally, sem 3 would be the most important sem so far in my life
a lot of new values that i have learn through out this very tough sem, i would say

so, as you know, before i entered this sem, i have few resolutions for my new year
some of it works really great
one of it is that
'i don't want to talk bad about others that the matter doesn't involve me at all'
so i did pretty good job on this and i found out that
i really enjoy in doing so
its one of the nicest thing to do to others
but i have some listeners if i said something to them
doesn't mean i am a freak or like to downsize other people
it is just i am also an ordinary guy which i believe also feel
sometimes dissatisfy with some people
so in order to ease my pain i shared with some of my trusted partners
with no bad intention.

study
i cannot say that i had done what i suppose to do
there was a lot of playing around
did too many assignments during last minute
didn't attend to class for no valid excuses
sleep while lecturer are explaining in front
last minute study for my final
so in the view of studies
i have done quite poor for this sem

friendship
some people choose not to be friend with me
for the reason that i cannot tell myself what is it
but their decision is the best for themselves
i respect their decision
thanks for all those memories we spent togehter
i appreciate all people that gave colours in my life
even when they chose to stop painting
but the colours remain in me
thank you
besides that i have great time with all my other friends
still i think i have the best friends in the world
besides, i have the best classmates ever since i entered BLS programme

relationship
can't discuss here. too personal

so all in all
i believe from every problems there are something within it, is a gold
which is the experience. never give up
list down all your problems and try to solve it one by one
as problems are meant to be solve

some people might say that the University life
will be the best moment in life
i am still looking forward for that moment to come.
and please no spoiler ok.

so before i end up this boring post, i would like to say thank you a lot to atif hilmi and mohd haikal
that help me a lot during this sem
they make my sem
i dont know how i can make it through without both of you
thanks1000x and tq

so guys, 4 months of holiday, what do you plan for this holz? :D

kematian Osama yang sangat musykil

2011-05-03T11:57:00.000+08:00

dari mula saya tidak percaya bahawa serangan 9/11 adalah dari pihak Islam
kerana ketika serangan itu, orang-orang besar dan yahudi tiada dalam bangunan
coincidence? sangat la susah nak percaya

apabila osama dikatakan mengaku terbabit, terus terfikir
betul ke osama ni wujud?

gambar beliau yang janggutnya berubah dari putih makin hitam
adakah beliau semakin muda? musykil juga

ada report mengatakan
dengan analisa mengatakan dia left handed, tapi
tulisan menggunakan right hand.

mayatnya tidak ditunjuk
berbeza dengan saddam hussein
sampai gantung pun dapat tengok.

semua ni, bermain-main di minda
betul ke beliau dah mati
atau beliau memang tak wujud

pss: dikatakan beliau seorang yang alim
(namun tiada bekas hitam di dahi dah bibir beliau seakan bibir perokok)
ini cuma pandangan penulis dan diambil oleh certain bloggers lain. jangan marah.

bukan mudah hidup

2011-05-02T07:16:00.000+08:00

tak semua tahu macam mana saya menilai macam mana untuk menjalani hidup diri sendiri
masing-masing ada tafsiran sendiri dan saya menafsir mengikut pandangan mata kasar dan pengalaman hidup yang baru 20 tahun ini.

di bahu, yang lemah ini, saya dapat rasakan ada tanggungjawab yang sangat besar
terutama sebagai seorang anak, adik, abang, kawan.
tak diminta, tapi menggalas dengan penuh rela
bahkan ada yang melepaskan tanggungjawab yang sepatutnya digalas oleh mereka
menambah beban hidup ini

memang ada yang membantu tapi masih ada yang membebankan
menambah-nambah dari sehari ke sehari
ada yang mengambil kesempatan
dan ada yang memang suka menyusahkan

setiap beban yang datang
diambil dari sudut yang sangat positif
maka masalah yang sangat tidak indah itu
boleh dijadikan sesuatu yang sangat bernilai
yang dipanggil pengalaman hidup ibarat mutiara
namun sebagai manusia bukan semua boleh lihat indah kan?

setiap hari ingin jadi lebih baik
tetapi makin ke belakang
semakin hilang sinar iman
semakin rasa diri sangat terpesong
bukan cakap kosong
tapi inilah hakikatnya

terfikir-fikir
betulkah landasan yang dilalui
ataupun
telah jauh tersasar untuk tak diselamatkan lagi

pss: i wrote this after i had a very long chat with my mom
after that long chat, this is what i felt
the feeling is terrible
how much longer should i be like this
why i am still doing things that i am not supposed to do
some of those statements are meant for someone to read and understand but
deep in me, i still believe that whatever i wrote will not going to effect this person

you have to know something about yourself
which is
there is a part of yourself that you might think that it is rotten
but the only person that can really help you to fix it
is none other than you and yourself only.

link assignment dengan attitude

2011-04-15T05:47:00.000+08:00

Sebab hari ni habis semua assignment so nak tulis pasal apa yang belajar pasal assignment semester ni

Through assignments

Sebenarnya bagi diri saya

Bila buat assignment melalui berkumpulan terutamanya

Banyak perkara kita boleh belajar pasal orang tu

Banyak sifat-sifat terpendam someone yang kita boleh tersedar

Secara ayat professional, people’s attitudes that can we learn indirectly

Indirectly means kita terpaksa tafsir apa yang orang tu buat dan

Masing-masing ada tafsiran sendiri

Bila aku cakap macam ni

Mesti ramai macam terfikir benda-benda negative pasal groupmate masing-masing

Haha

Tak. Tak semestinya negative. Perkara positive pun boleh kita tafsir melalu indirect action someone tu. Contoh, bila kita bahagikan kerja sama rata dan orang tu tak questioned kenapa dia dapat kerja macam tu, maksudnya orang tu pandai mengawal ego (saya dapat pasal benda ni through one of the movie i watched but can’t remember)

But memang tak boleh nak elak, manusia tak sempurna kan? Sentiasa ada perkara negative akan sip in time buat assignment tu.

Negative ni pula, boleh saya bahagi dua, tahap serius dan tak serius. Kalau tahap tak serius tu, boleh lagi kita nasihat-menadvicekan satu sama lain.

Tapi kalau dah tahap serius, pastikan cuba elak untuk membuat sesuatu perkara yang boleh buat anda stick dengan dia.

Contoh nya seperti, kalau kita tahu seseorang itu selfish through group work, jangan la kita nak tiba-tiba jadi kawan baik dia.

So negative dan positive dah sebut, tapi ada tak yang tengah-tengah?

Ada yang mungkin fikir satu attitude tu negative tapi ada yang fikir positive

Contoh kalau orang rajin sangat buat assignment sampai buatkan semua orang punya

Ada yang fikir ‘sangat bagus,rajin sangat’

Ada yang fikir ‘dia ni taknak terima orang punya kerja, nak ambil benefit sorang’

So itu, masing-masing la tafsirkan. Ikut diri masing-masing

Tapi bagi aku , kalau dah group assignment tu, so group member kena lah buat sama-sama

So sebagai conclusion, aku seorang yang mengambil berat pasal assignment, dan dari assignment ni, aku akan perhatikan orang tu macam mana. Untuk sesetengah assignment, aku berlebih kurang. Boleh buat santai-santai. Sebab time kerja, kalau ter double spacing pun, aku kena reprint balik dan buat balik. So assignment sebenarnya, bukan pasal pointer je, tapi kena mengena pasal friendship jugak.dan kita boleh judge diri kita ni macam mana

Characteristic yang boleh kita Nampak

Generous, kedekut, selfish, rajin, underestimate people, last minute, egoistic, bodoh sombong, suka ambil kesempatan, suka tolong kawan, pendendam, bitchy, good or bad secret keeper,baik jahat and etc

So kawan-kawan, take note of this thing. Sekian terima kasih

terima kasih kepada kawan-kawan yang buat assignment sem ni dengan saya

(khairi, farid, salma, affan, syidi, shukri, yasmin, group arab)

terima kasih banyak-banyak

Group Arab (Click to enlarge) :)

give up

2011-03-27T04:41:00.000+08:00

pernah sekali dalam hidup saya
rasa sangat down
dan hampir give up
xramai orang tahu masalah saya
besar bagi saya
tapi mungkin kecil bagi orang lain

saya memanggil zaman ini
zaman kegelapan lah dalam hidup
yang saya tak akan lupakan
sampai mati

tapi yang bagusnya
dari masalah ini
banyak yang saya belajar

banyak buku saya baca
banyak orang saya consult
so, ilmu kat dada bertambah
kesan yang sangat mendalam

sekarang problems tu dah selesai
Alhamdulillah
saya harap perubahan dalam diri ini
kekal dan terus dapat memperbaiki diri

'how would u appreciate happiness if you never feel sadness?''
'' always get back up''
'' you are never alone, search deep within your heart, you will find Someone there, always for you''
''the happiest moment in life is when you manage to solve the toughest problems in life''
'' if he can get through that, why cant you?''
'' keep finding solutions and never give up''
'' some people will let you down even when you are at your weakest moment, ignore them, go to positive one''
''problems will make you even stronger''
''today you are problem-free. tomorrow who knows, you will be in deep shit. vice versa''
''put in the recycled bin all those negative thoughts and recycle it into positive''
''share your problems with someone who cares''
''never whine, because it wastes your energy''
''don't hate God for giving u problems, instead, thank Him''
''always think that, you are lucky compare to thousands or millions other people out there''

Go'S Brain

2011-03-24T01:16:00.000+08:00

hari ni lepas aku lepak-lepak
3 jam makan otak-otak kat Go
tibe-tibe rasa nak promote la kan

otak-otak dah la sedap
murah!!!!
orang yang jual kacak gila.
kawan-kawan dia lagi la kacak gila(iklan)
friendly
macho

jom la try
dekat-dekat hakim lama s7(unisel)
promote ni pun, bukan dapat komisyen or apa-apa
sebab rasa nak tolong kawan dan rasa memang sedap otak-otak kat sana
;)

so ni ada gambar yang sempat ambik (click untuk besarkan)

bile hantar otak-otak pun gaya perlu ada

tauke otak-otak

krew jalan-jalan carik makan try bakar

belajar bakar :D

perkara pertama saya patut buat-lex familia- putrajaya

2011-03-21T19:48:00.000+08:00

secara teori saya dah tahu buat.
namun secara praktikalnya masih belum buat.
contoh, semua orang tahu solat itu wajib
tapi tak semua lakukan
(ok xde kena mengena)

dalam post ni, saya nak admit salah satu perkara yang
saya rasa merupakan kelemahan diri saya
yang saya tengah cuba mengubah
saya tahu banyak, tapi saya buat satu-satu dulu

sebelum mengubah sesuatu bad habit
kita perlu mengaku kita ada habit itu
dan itu adalah bad habit

saya mengaku saya adalah seorang yang sensitif
dan untuk sesetengah perkara
ini boleh dikaitkan dengan perkara yang negatif

saya cuba berubah dari hari ke hari untuk menjadi flexible
menjadi sensitif bila perlu sahaja.
yep, sebab sensitif ni, kadang-kadang perlu ada juga

jadi, saya rasa dah dah berjaya mengubah diri saya sedikit demi
sedikit
terima kasih kepada semua yang membantu

minggu lepas, saya sangat terharu dengan sorang hamba Allah ni,
muka macam artis, huhu
menasihatkan saya salah satu perkara yang dia rasa saya salah
saya tertarik dengan cara beliau
menunjukkan sifat setiakawan yang ada dalam diri beliau.
terima kasih sangat saya ucapkan kepada beliau

saya sentiasa open, jika hendak menegur atas khilaf dan kesilapan saya
tapi saya pun manusia biasa,
perlu lah ada cara menegur.
insya-Allah saya akan terima.
malahan saya meminta orang untuk menegur saya.

last weekend was fantastic
from lex familia(surely now we knew that we have the power to turn something from boring to something happening) :)
to the trip to putrajaya
it was fun to watch the hot air balloon even from far away

here's some pic

lex familia and putrajaya :)

distribution of hampers

love this batch :)

my favourite pic!! thx nizam!! :) and lutfee and faliq sangat cute la korang

time main galah panjang ni :)

cover album

before magrib

quoting :D

2011-03-12T14:17:00.000+08:00

sentiasa bersikap optimist
walaupun ada masalah sebesar gunung
sentiasa rasa boleh diselesaikan
maka ia akan diselesaikan satu hari nanti

smiling can cure the pain in ur heart
and can cure others''
so smile please :)

selalunya orang bercakap kepada saya
bahawa jangan terlalu fikir atau baik kepada orang lain
saya percaya pada saya prinsip
seorang muslim yang baik akan menyayangi saudaranya
lebih dari dirinya
macam mana solution kepada ini?

sometimes, you have to let go of your past
because your future is too much to handle
so start letting go one by one today
especially the negative one :)

bila sedih, selalunya orang cakap
let it go
tapi bagi saya, bila sedih atau kecewa tu
jangan melayan perasaan
jangan sedih lama-lama
tak elok
pergi tenangkan hati
al Quran dan Zikir kan selalu ada untuk membantu

when things go wrong
don't whine
go to the right path again

sentiasa percaya buat baik kepada orang
orang akan buat baik kepada kita
kalau kita jujur
kadang-kadang
kita akan dibuat baik oleh orang lain jugak
indahkan dunia? :)

note kepada kawan-kawan
jangan malu untuk share problems apa-apa
even rasa kita dah jauh
saya akan cuba membantu
dari sekecil-kecil masalah hingga ke masalah besar
insya Allah

rasa diri semakin tua

2011-03-03T21:58:00.000+08:00

biasanya entry macam ni orang akan post bila dah nak dekat birthday.
tapi birthday aku lama lagi. masih boleh kumpul duit beli hadiah.
terima kasih awal-awal

baru-baru ini
aku dapat rasakan masalah satu-satu selesai
dari yang kecil hingga ke yang sangat besar
Alhamdulillah
tapi aku anggap itu semua adalah bonus
untuk memantapkan diri kita ini
untuk menjadi insan yang makin hari makin
berguna dan cemerlang

kenapa aku bercakap macam itu?
mula-mula aku tidak akan biarkan
masalah itu datang dan pergi sia-sia
aku akan cuba untuk dapatkan
sebab apa Allah turunkan masalah-masalah ini kepada aku
mungkin sebab untuk tahu siapa kawan atau lawan?
mungkin untuk ingatkan kita kepada Allah yang kita
selalu lupa bila senang?
dan banyak lagi nila-nilai dalam kehidupan yang kita boleh belajar
hanya dari pengalaman
INGAT JANGAN BIAR MASALAH ITU PERGI
DENGAN SIA-SIA

apabila dapat selesaikan masalah-masalah
dapat rasakan seperti ada sesuatu sifat yang
positif perlu ditambah setiap kali masalah selesai
seperti ''level up'' di dalam game
ada ilmu ditambah di dalam dada
gembira setiap kali dapat selesaikan masalah

so, apa kesan kepada diri bila berfikiran macam ini
mungkin luaran saya nampak tidak matang
suka gelak dan menyakat orang
tapi dalaman saya
dapat rasakan seperti berubah
luar dan dalam berbeza? haha
itu saya tak tahu

kesannya?

saya kurang sensitif dengan orang berkata buruk kepada saya di belakang saya.sebab saya rasakan ada banyak perkara penting untuk dilakukan.saya akan ignore selagi saya rasa masih x kritikal
masalah dengan orang atau kawan, saya akan cuba selesaikan secepat yang boleh. kecepatannya? depends level sayang saya kat kawan dan serius mana masalah
hidup di dunia realiti. maksud saya hidup di awang-awangan memang indah, tapi nak buat apa dengan berkhayal. mahu dapatkan sesuatu, perlu berusaha. contoh: saya set dalam mind, saya kena datang kelas kalau nak dapat dean list atau taknak fail subjek. tak termasuk koko. itu yang saya buat
lebih positif bila berdepan dengan masalah. macam ni la, apabila saya berdepan dengan masalah, saya akan tanam satu perkara, 'semua masalah akan dan boleh diselesaikan'' dan jangan putus asa dengan Allah. so, bila macam ni, stress kurang. luahkan semua kat Allah. insya-Allah akan selesai. bak kata Maher Zain. don't despair and never loose hope, cause Allah is always by your side
bab-bab cinta ni, saya mula berlebih kurang. malas hendak melayan perasaan. sekiranya terdapat masalah di dalam bab ini, saya akan menganggap ini masalah kecil. sekarang, cinta dan pasangan tidak termasuk dalam keutamaan hidup saya. bila bercinta, jangan la berfantasi semua indah dan sweet selalu. susah pasangan anda nak layan anda macam ni. hidup ini bukan untuk bercinta sahaja. banyak perkara yang lain yang enjoy boleh buat lagi
sekiranya masalah itu tidak perlu diselesaikan atau perkara kecil sangat, saya akan ignore. contoh sekiranya kenalan selalu menyakitkan hati anda bila berjumpa, saya akan tidak berjumpa dia lagi. perkara kecil seperti ini tidak perlu mengganggu otak yang perlu pergi ke banyak tempat lain lagi.
saya suka menyelesaikan masalah kawan. saya menganggap masalah mereka itu seperti masalah saya juga. kawan bila susah dan senang. tapi maaf, saya tahu tak semua saya sempat tanya pasal masalah.

saya bangga dengan diri sendiri kebanyakan azam tahun baru masih berjalan dengan baik walaupun ada tercacat sana sini
tapi masih tidak dalam keaadan yang membimbangkan.

masalah itu jangan dicari, tetapi hidup memang penuh dengan masalah. itulah yang buat hidup ini menarik, dan masalah itu adalah untuk diselesaikan.

harap tidak terlambat.Tahniah kepada Farid Zuhri kerana dipilih sebagai YDP MPP UiTM. kami sentiasa menyokong anda dan mendoakan anda.saya percaya anda adalah calon yang tepat untuk memegang jawatan tersebut. buat yang terbaik!

no wine and cheese party 2011

sweet and sour of friendship

2011-02-11T00:05:00.000+08:00

hari ni saya sedar
hubungan kawan tu

kadang-kadang sangat sour
kadang-kadang sangat sweet

tapi apa-apa pun jangan xconsider dia as kawan
time sour
sebab nanti susah nak rasa dia kawan time sweet

friendship ni yang selalunya ada turun naik happy

thats what apa yang aku rasa sekarang

i don't wanna know

2011-01-31T19:01:00.000+08:00

hari ni kena teman ayah kat office
kena tolong dia buat kerja sikit
yup tolong dia sahaja
bukan berkerja
so time balik dari kerja tu.
jam sangat teruk
lama sangat ambil masa nak balik
(padahal dari setiawangsa ke keramat je pun ;p)

so, otw tu terdengar lagu
I don't wanna know
by mario winans feat p diddy

then terfikir pasal someone yang suka kutuk2 belakang ni

then aku terfikir,
aku rasa selepas ni
aku nak 'i dont wanna know' with all those people yang cakap buruk or backstab aku
just ignore them and ignore the gossip
lets masukkan ke dalam azam tahun baru sama2
sebok kan diri dengan benda or perkara lain ;)

pss: azam tahun baru , byk orang dah lupa
belum habis lagi bulan satu
ingat balik azam tu,
dan bagi ada semangat tu balik k ;)
selamat mencuba

responsibilites

2011-01-23T16:35:00.000+08:00

guys
hidup ni
jgn la selalu susah kan orang lain
buat tanggungjawab masing-masing
jangan biar orang lain susah sebab kita tak buat part kita

sebab kadang-kadang bila kita in emergency dan terpaksa susahkan dorang
dorang taknak tolong dah

dan jangan ambil kesempatan kat orang lain atas kebaikan dorang
nanti korang akan sorang-sorang takde kawan
macam someone yang aku kenal ni.

jalan-jalan dengan neph :)

norm

2011-01-22T02:57:00.000+08:00

guys
i know its easy to say that
we don't care what people say about us ourselves
we should not give a damn and move on with our life

why bother with all the talks behind our back
and with some backstabbing friends
and all those rumours when almost all of em' aren't true

but its easy for the word to say
but honestly we care what people say about us
piss off is one of the indication showing that we actually care

when we live our life which inter-depending on people
we cannot simply ignore the fact that we need
to stay positive with ourselves by showing good behavioral conduct
so that people will judge us positively isn't it?

we mustn't totally follow the surrounding
but must adapt with the surrounding
lets put down our ego that saying we can live by our own

my surrounding is great
nothing much to say about it
but there always some spoilers in that perfect views
but those spoilers are not worth my attention
so i decided not to conclude them as something that i can depend on
meaning we are not attached to each other
making others life miserable is their expertise

pemakaian

2011-01-21T16:09:00.000+08:00

ini bukan untuk bercakap mengenai untuk menutup aurat atau pun tidak
itu mungkin boleh dibaca dalam artikel yang lain
tentang pemakaian yang saya ingin cakapkan adalah pemakaian yang boleh timbulkan fitnah
kepada pemakai pakaian yang sama

contohnya apabila kita sangat kurang ilmu
(contohnya seperti baca al-fatihah pun tidak tahu)
dan kita pergi ke majlis doa selamat dengan memakai jubah dan kopiah
maka sekiranya tiada orang yang memakai sama dengan kita
mungkin kita akan disuruh menjadi imam atau mengetuai bacaan doa
dan mungkin ego kita susah untuk kita menolak
dan apabila kita membaca, orang akan melihat kita sebagai orang yang memakai jubah
dan mungkin terdetik dalam hati orang
orang memakai jubah itu tak bagus

contoh yang lebih teruk lagi
apabila kita pakai serban dan jubah
pergi ke kedai kopi
sambil menghisap rokok
dan mengutuk orang lain
politik dan sebagainya
mengumpat termasuk sekali
di mana sangat dipandang hina oleh masyarakat
orang akan melihat
akan menilai
buruknya perangai orang yang berjubah rupanya
membawa mesej islam, tapi sangat memalukan
bukan sahaja agama
tapi bangsa
maka untuk orang macam ni,
jangan la pakai pakaian macam ni.
saya sangat malu

contoh yang lain,
jubah sentiasa dikaitkan dengan cakap hendak kahwin banyak
pemandu yang tidak beretika sambil memakai kopiah
merokok dikhalayak ramai sambil mengenakan serban

sekiranya apabila ada seorang di tepi jalan meminta tumpang kereta lain
dan kereta itu memberi tumpang
dan dirompak kereta itu
maka seorang ini akan menerima dosa sepanjang kesusahan
apabila orang lain yang benar-benar kesusahan meminta tumpang
dan pemandu takut untuk memberi tumpang akibat peristiwa tersebut,

remeh bukan?
tapi impak nye besar
fikirkan lah :)

ini adalah hasil dari mendengar ceramah ustaz di al-kautsar.sorry kalau ada salah dan silap

what happened last malam

2011-01-09T16:02:00.000+08:00

last night
while i was tunggu my friend
solat isyak at 4 something pagi.hee
at rnr sungai besi
i looked into the sky
thou there was only one star last night which only managable to tengok
last2
and couple of airplanes.
i feel really calm and definitely i feel so alive again
i said to myself that we always think about our masalah
and how to solve them
but rarely we fikir how the cheerish our gift, our happiness
and apa-apa positive about us.
having good friends and good family as one of it

so the story starts like this
saya and several friends hanging out together
can be called as mini reunion
there was futsal which not that entertaining
plus we lepaked after that

during that lepak
there a lot of funny stuff to be shared
and a lot of bahan membahan went around and around
at first i shared my masalah to one of my friend
and he did the same too

so you see, sometimes kita only share our problems and not our
happiness moment with friends or our enjoyable times
its good to share all the stuff and its balance the aura in the air
not only the sad stuff will go around but happy one.

so kawan
sometimes kita must stop ourselves from keep thinking about our masalah
and enjoy our moment as much as we can
yes, it doesn't tolong to solve the masalah
but at the end it gives you enough courage to face that masalah later.

this somebody

2011-01-07T14:34:00.000+08:00

saya rasa saya nak share satu perkara dengan semua

dalam hidup ni
mesti ada somebody yang sentiasa spoil mood
atau perasaan happy kita

bila kita berjaya
semua akan puji atau congratz
tapi mesti ada somebody yang akan cakap
'baru dapat macam tu dah bangga'

bila kita buat baik
semua mesti cakap tq or cakap bagus kat kita
tapi this somebody mesti cakap
'hipokrit je, saja nak tunjuk baik'

bila kita tersalah langkah
semua mesti cakap
xpe, jatuh bangun biasa lah, bangun la selagi boleh.
somebody: 'bile tah die pernah buat benda betul'

bila kita fail
semua mesti cakap
kau boleh sebenarnya, malas sikit and banyak main je last sem. sem ni buat betul2.
this somebody cakap
dia tu memang bodoh. belajar macam mana pun xguna

bila kita insaf
dah start solat dan kembali ke tuhan
semua cakap
bagus lah dah berubah, keep it up
this somebody cakap
munafiq

so conclusion
sedar x, sebenarnya orang yang somebody ni
x banyak.. ramai lagi orang baik kat dunia ni
memang dalam hidup ni
xdapat kita nak puaskan hati semua orang
dan sentiasa ada orang dengki dengan kita
tak kira macam mana kita buat baik dengan semua orang

yang penting jangan down dengan kutukan orang macam somebody ni
ignore dia. jangan bagi dia dapat effect kita punya moral dan semangat
saya percaya dalam hidup kita
mesti this somebody ada kat keliling

~always be with those who always have positive thoughts and one day you will become like them~

2010-12-23T16:20:00.000+08:00

aku ingat dulu
aku pernah post lagu apa tah kat facebook
ade orang ni gile babi cakap x suka orang main-mainkan orang 'special' ni
but now aku tengok macam dah terbalik pulak.

benci orang berpura-pura
dan xde stand ni.

esok

2010-12-21T14:37:00.000+08:00

esok penentuan
apa pun saya akan pergi dengan tenang dan balik dengan tenang
sebab saya yakin Allah bersama saya

kawan-kawan, doakan saya

-la tahzan, innallah maa'na-
jangan takut,sesungguhnya Allah bersama kita ;)

sekiranya saya ada dosa dengan kalian.
harap maafkan saya
sesiapa yang ada dosa dengan saya
saya dah maafkan
jangan risau
:)

cerita kedai kopi

2010-12-20T11:07:00.000+08:00

semalam lepas sembang sembang
terkeluar topic pasal pilih kawan
aku memang pilih kawan
aku bila rasa xselesa
aku xlepak dengan orang tu
-bila aku rasa orang tu poyo lebih
-ejek tapi tak tahu limit
-tak boleh diejek balik tapi ejek orang
- hot tempered
-mulut macam langsi
-pow orang gila babi tapi duit berkepuk or simpan untuk bf/gf
-guna bila perlu je

so salah ke aku pilih kawan? :I

Ustazah aku pernah cakap

2010-12-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

time form 3
ustazah aku pernah cakap

kalau nak belajar ni
kena rasa diri kita ni bodoh(rendah diri)
dan bukan lagi pandai dari orang yang tengah mengajar
-Ustazah Haryati-

memang betul apa yang ustazah cakap
macam mana nak terima ilmu dari orang lain
kalau kita menafikan ilmu dia
dan rasakan dia bodoh.

:)

puasa sunat 10 Muharram

2010-12-15T19:49:00.000+08:00

jom puasa sunat esok sempena hari assyura

KELEBIHAN PUASA ASYURA'

Baginda bersabda: "Berpuasa sunat pada 10 Muharram akan menghapuskan dosa setahun sebelumnya". Riwayat Muslim.
Dari Ibnu Abbas r.a berkata Rasulullah S.A.W bersabda : " Sesiapa yang berpuasa pada hari Aasyura (10 Muharram) maka Allah S.W.T akan memberi kepadanya pahala 10,000 malaikat dan sesiapa yang berpuasa pada hari Aasyura (10 Muharram) maka akan diberi pahala 10,000 orang berhaji dan berumrah, dan 10,000 pahala orang mati syahid, dan barang siapa yang mengusap kepala anak-anak yatim pada hari tersebut maka Allah S.W.T akan menaikkan dengan setiap rambut satu darjat. Dan sesiapa yang memberi makan kepada orang yang berbuka puasa pada orang mukmin pada hari Aasyura, maka seolah-olah dia memberi makan pada seluruh ummat Rasulullah S.A.W yang berbuka puasa dan mengenyangkan perut mereka."

Lalu para sahabat bertanya Rasulullah S.A.W : " Ya Rasulullah S.A.W, adakah Allah telah melebihkan hari Aasyura daripada hari-hari lain?". Maka berkata Rasulullah S.A.W : " Ya, memang benar, Allah Taala menjadikan langit dan bumi pada hari Aasyura, menjadikan laut pada hari Aasyura, menjadikan bukit-bukit pada hari Aasyura, menjadikan Nabi Adam dan juga Hawa pada hari Aasyura, lahirnya Nabi Ibrahim juga pada hari Aasyura, dan Allah S.W.T menyelamatkan Nabi Ibrahim dari api juga pada hari Aasyura, Allah S.W.T menenggelamkan Fir'aun pada hari Aasyura, menyembuhkan penyakit Nabi Ayyub a.s pada hari Aasyura, Allah S.W.T menerima taubat Nabi Adam pada hari Aasyura, Allah S.W.T mengampunkan dosa Nabi Daud pada hari Aasyura, Allah S.W.T mengembalikan kerajaan Nabi Sulaiman juga pada hari Aasyura, dan akan terjadi hari kiamat itu juga pada hari Aasyura !".

Amy Search - Srikandi Cintaku

2010-12-13T15:25:00.000+08:00

Dingin malam tirai kenanganku
Menyerlahkan sekurun ingatan
Terciptalah rimba kehidupan
Percintaan dalam perjuangan

Kesetiaan sebagai bekalan
Bisikan penuh pengharapan
Tiada garis dapat memisahkan
Segalanya kudratMu Tuhan

Alam bagai mengerti
Segala yang terjadi
Embun menitis panas simpati
Pertemuan tiada awal akhir

Perutusan berdarah ku terima
Gugur kuntum di tengah halaman
Medan ini kurasakan sepi
Terpaku pilu

Ku semaikan pepohon kemboja
Yang bunganya adalah hati ku
Semadilah dalam kedamaian
Semangatku tetap bersamamu

Kan kuusung oh! jenazah cinta
Semadikan nisan kasih suci
Semangatmu tetap bersamaku
Selama pasti

Debu malam meragut kenangan
Menyedarkan dari lamunanku
Percintaan dalam perjuangan
Kau abadi Srikandi Cintaku

2010-12-12T20:17:00.000+08:00

saya rasakan diri dah tua.
orang cakap bila tua banyak masalah
memang banyak masalah saya sekarang

problems problems fade away
fuuhhhhhhhh

(betul ke ada orang cakap kalau dah love someone really deep
that love will never fade away?
macam sabrina (teenage witch) bila at the end
dia explore her heart, dia still jumpa a room for harvey)
break or clash doesn't mean you stop loving
it is just a term
just like 'couple'

bila bercakap

2010-12-12T04:45:00.001+08:00

ramai orang bila bercakap tak berfikir dahulu
memang sebenarnya bila bercakap tidak perlu berfikir dahulu

'kata pepatah arab- orang mukmin bila bercakap tidak berfikir kerana apa yang dikatakan mereka itu adalah fakta dan benar'

orang biasa seperti kita,
mestilah cakap bukan semuanya fakta
ada direka
ada andaian
dan ada pendapat

tapi sebenarnya isi tu tak berapa nak penting sangat. tapi macam mana kita sampaikan melalui communication skill kita itu sangat penting.

so kalau korang tengah lepak-lepak or baru kenal orang nak buat-buat sembang, or normally bila baru jumpa orang tua baru kenal(mak bapak bf or gf) ni la cara nak skil berkomunikasi *wink*

1) ramai orang bila bercakap dia fikir dia boleh terima benda macam tu, kenapa orang yang dia cakap tu tak boleh
normal la. kita kena faham. lain orang, lain perasaan. cara berfikir pun lain-lain.
so, kita kena la flexible. kalau orang tu tak tahan dengar bahasa kesat, jangan lah pakai bahasa kesat dekat dia. bila kita baru kenal orang tu, kita mula tunjukkan yang paling decent yang kita ade ;)

2) show interest
bila orang bercakap, lagi-lagi pasal masalah dia, atau perkara penting.. jangan potong dia cakap separuh jalan, then cerita pasal diri sendiri. boleh buat orang tu kurang minat dah untuk bercakap dengan kita

3) tanya soalan ;)
bila dua-dua tengah senyap, awkward silence, boleh teruskan communication dengan asking question. kalau boleh jangan tanya a yes no question. instead of tanya 'minat man utd?' better kita tanya "kenapa minat man utd?'. dan bila orang tanya kita soalan, seboleh-bolehnya, jangan jawab dengan yes or no je ;)

4) listen twice speak once
inilah sesetengah scholars berpendapat kenapa manusia ada 2 telinga dan satu mulut. untuk lebih mendengar dari bercakap.. kita dengar dulu sebelum bagi response, kalau topic tu x familiar, then kita cakap so that dia boleh terang lebih. jangan la bagi response yang langsung takde kena mengena ;)

5) jangan ulang perkara yang sama banyak kali
kalau dah agak2 banyak sangat kali ulang, then kalau jadi listener pun boring juga. even kalau nak emphasize sangat ada had. pandai-pandai bajet. cerita yang diulang-ulang banyak kali adalah membosankan

6) general knowledge
bila bercakap, general knowledge ni sangat penting. kalau dah tak tahu, cakap tak tahu atau senyap je. jangan la mereka-reka. nanti boleh buat malu je. bila dah takde topic , bukak la apa yang korang dah tahu, baru tahu ke, baru baca dalam paper or internet. contoh bila cakap dengan orang lagi berumur ' proton sekarang dah nampak ada class kan, saya tengok nampak la ada usaha. dengar nak keluar banyak kereta baru tahun depan' ;p

imam ghazali: bila orang di hadapan bercakap dan orang di belakang juga bercakap, dua-dua dalam situasi yang bodoh. kerana akhirnya dua-dua tidak dapat apa-apa manfaat

gambar main blog ni sebelum-sebelum ni ;p

Mid Valley Megamall-2009 ;)